Posted in Life, Truth

A Time When

There is a time when life just seem to be impossible.
A time when you wish your imagination was your reality.
A time when you believe the hell you’ve created in your mind.
A time when your tear glands are dry. A time when you have no words to explain what you are feeling and silence is your scream.
A time when you don’t want to be.
A time when waking up is no longer a delight and sleeping is no fun.
A time when you are surviving in a limbo that is your life.
A time when you get tired of being tired.
A time when you realize all this could be non existent.
A time when you accept you are just a mist and soon you will be gone.
A time when you accept time is just an illusion and nothing truly exists.

Posted in Life, Love, Patience, Truth

Anniversary

I have experienced hatred

I have experienced love

I know betrayal

I know anger

I know depression

I know hope

I have enemies

I have friends

The events that happened

I’m grateful I lived to see them

Unapologetic

Experiencing life with ease

I deserve peace of mind

Happiness

Comfort

I am worthy of everything great in life

Happy anniversary to me

PS: If you are reading this piece, my advice, do not settle for anything less, you know you deserve better

Posted in Blogging, Patience, Truth

Expectations

I’ve been thinking about this for sometime now.

Reflecting back on the things that happened to me

Re-evaluating all the measures I could have done

But I ended up with the same conclusion each time

“My expectations on others got me hurt”

I decided to have no expectations on people for a change

And surprisingly for a week now

I’m enjoying my peace of mind

My deduction

Have no expectations when it comes to dealing with people

For example,if you have someone who’s mean to you and you keep asking them to stop being mean

They won’t, they will disappoint you every time

But once you stop minding how they act and accept them for who they really are

They gradually change or it’s like they realize your attention is somewhere else and now they start to treat you better

I hope this makes sense to you as it does to me 🤣

Have a lovely week ahead

PS: Stay safe, sanitize, wash your hands, wear your mask, and observe the social distance.

Posted in Blogging, Truth

Scars or Shadows?

Are memories scars or shadows?

I don’t wanna call my memories scars

Cause they are so much more

My scars can and will fade away

My memories are my shadow

Everyone has it and no one can lose it

My memories will always be a part of me

Posted in Blogging, Life, Truth

Free

I always think of the coincidences in my life a lot.

I noted something strange

When I’m on the brink of a breakthrough

Something from my past comes knocking unapologetically.

Does this happen to you?

I know what happens when I open that door. And I’m tired of missing my plane.

So today I decided to ignore it but I question myself why is it dragging me down like this? Why I’m I sad?

Will I be able to shut this door or is it supposed to be open like this?

Will I miss this one too?

I end up on another trail of thought and I find myself saying,

“I would like if you miss me, miss me for a bit then let me go.”

“It’s time I fly.”

Posted in Life, Love, Truth

This is for you

Don’t be depressed.

Wake up, be grateful for the air you breathing at the moment.

For the water that you drinking.

For the friends you got.

For your family.

For your health.

Be grateful.

I just want you to remember you are always cared for, missed and definitely loved by someone😍

©susann