Posted in Blogging, Life, Love, Poem, Poetry

Verklempt

Verklempt

My dear darling

I have not forsaken you

This is not abandonment

It hurts to be away from you

Memories overwhelm me

Your essence engulf me

When I play your favorite song

This time we shared is sacred

Forever and always

My heart will be grateful

Posted in Blogging, Dialogue, Love, Poetry

Body and Mind

I think it’s time

Said Body to Mind

It’s my turn to take care of you

But how will Susan function?

The mindful Mind asked

She’s tired already

Replied the Body

It’s her time to rest

Are you sure this is a good idea?

The concerned Mind asked

Yes, I know it’s a great idea

Look at her- She’s been insentient

It’s time she get released

I will take care of you both

The protective Body answered

“Hey guys, what’s up?

Why are my legs and hands numb?

Why can’t I construct a meaningful sentence?

Are you two fighting again?”

Pss, Body, should I answer her?

No, she’s a smart one, replied Body

“Hello, can you guys hear me?

I took you for a walk

I bought your favorite food

I didn’t forget to hydrate

Why aren’t you responding?

Oh wait, I feel sickly

My tummy is acting up

My eyes are tired

I can feel a migraine coming

Let me freshen up and turn in

You guys must be tired

I understand

Thank you for always taking care of me.”

Goodnight beautiful

Said body and Mind

Posted in Beauty, Blogging, Life, nature

Acclimation


I am getting used to
Sitting on the patio simply relaxing
Listening to reggae while sipping wine
Walking along the beach
Feeling the ocean with my feet
Caressing the white sand
Listening to the sound of the crashing waves
Appreciating the ambience, silence and
Being at peace with my mind

Posted in Life, Poem, Poetry

Gone With Silence

Shattered and crushed

Unceasing anxiety

With an unstable heartbeat

Incapable of shaking this paralysis

Haunted and petrified

A walking open wound

How can you be this unwise?

Do you think you can conquer me?

A soldier with no integrity

One more burn

One more case

One more cut

‘No one will see my weaknesses’

You are a fool

They did not stand a chance

Arrogance

Don’t you know?

Ego is my adored servant

A hero they will not praise

The truth, we know

It could have been different

But you chose Silence

Posted in Blogging, Life

Stormy

Nothing could have prepared me for this

My excitement was unmatched

I did not expect to lose so soon

I thought I did my best

But my best wasn’t your best

-Susann

Posted in Blogging, Poetry

High on Life

Carry on,

Don’t worry about unfamiliar things

Sometimes it is difficult to notice

The night sky dancing with the stars

One drink turning into a stupor

Don’t let yourself lose control

Pay attention to your rhythm

The fires in your soul

The flower fields in your mind

The strength in your spirit

It will guide you back home

Beautiful one

Who are you when you are high on life?

-Susann

Posted in Life, Truth

A Time When

There is a time when life just seem to be impossible.
A time when you wish your imagination was your reality.
A time when you believe the hell you’ve created in your mind.
A time when your tear glands are dry. A time when you have no words to explain what you are feeling and silence is your scream.
A time when you don’t want to be.
A time when waking up is no longer a delight and sleeping is no fun.
A time when you are surviving in a limbo that is your life.
A time when you get tired of being tired.
A time when you realize all this could be non existent.
A time when you accept you are just a mist and soon you will be gone.
A time when you accept time is just an illusion and nothing truly exists.