Insatiable

“I am going to protect you”

You promised.

But how will you?

When you are tearing me down?

You keep blooming.

Crashing into me.

While I am fading.

How could you take so much?

●Susann

A Time When

There is a time when life just seem to be impossible.
A time when you wish your imagination was your reality.
A time when you believe the hell you’ve created in your mind.
A time when your tear glands are dry. A time when you have no words to explain what you are feeling and silence is your scream.
A time when you don’t want to be.
A time when waking up is no longer a delight and sleeping is no fun.
A time when you are surviving in a limbo that is your life.
A time when you get tired of being tired.
A time when you realize all this could be non existent.
A time when you accept you are just a mist and soon you will be gone.
A time when you accept time is just an illusion and nothing truly exists.

Gemini

You cannot progress unless you stop finding solace in fantasies.

Anniversary

I have experienced hatred

I have experienced love

I know betrayal

I know anger

I know depression

I know hope

I have enemies

I have friends

The events that happened

I’m grateful I lived to see them

Unapologetic

Experiencing life with ease

I deserve peace of mind

Happiness

Comfort

I am worthy of everything great in life

Happy anniversary to me

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PS: If you are reading this piece, my advice, do not settle for anything less, you know you deserve better

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Hang on

This year hasn’t been the best year. We are fighting a pandemic.

Unfortunately there’s no way you can stop time.

Everyone is busy trying to survive this fateful time.

We’ve lost and we are still losing.

It definitely makes you angry and frustrated.

How unlucky can 2020 be?

You find it hard to say tomorrow will be a better day.

There’s no time to stop and catch that breath.

Anxiety and depression.

Violence and crime rising.

Despite all these, we always evolve and find solutions.

Amidst chaos, panic and sadness. There’s always hope.

Stay strong.

Love and cherish now.

Laugh and hug each other.

We are already surviving this.

Moon

The moon
Always create waves.

Never fails it’s purpose.
No matter the shape it takes.
                                    
           ~Susann

The Living

It’s much more demanding being alive than being dead.

This is the principal problem with living

Forgetting that the body is not ours and neither is the mind

Unfortunately

I fell in love with the idea of what we could be

Unfortunately the reality was ugly

©susann

Expectations

I’ve been thinking about this for sometime now.

Reflecting back on the things that happened to me

Re-evaluating all the measures I could have done

But I ended up with the same conclusion each time

“My expectations on others got me hurt”

I decided to have no expectations on people for a change

And surprisingly for a week now

I’m enjoying my peace of mind

My deduction

Have no expectations when it comes to dealing with people

For example,if you have someone who’s mean to you and you keep asking them to stop being mean

They won’t, they will disappoint you every time

But once you stop minding how they act and accept them for who they really are

They gradually change or it’s like they realize your attention is somewhere else and now they start to treat you better

I hope this makes sense to you as it does to me 🤣

Have a lovely week ahead

PS: Stay safe, sanitize, wash your hands, wear your mask, and observe the social distance.

Scars or Shadows?

Are memories scars or shadows?

I don’t wanna call my memories scars

Cause they are so much more

My scars can and will fade away

My memories are my shadow

Everyone has it and no one can lose it

My memories will always be a part of me