Waking up to realize Earth is not real but a projection of Maya.
A Girl’s Monologue
Entry 7
Could this be the beginning of a love story?
Seated on a chair I listen to his voice as he reads a story to me
I closed my eyes and visualize the scenes in my mind
Captivated with the plot of the story
I sink in deeper to the romance on the pages
I can feel his throat getting dry
He takes a break, sips some water
He is excited and a bit self conscious
He carefully brings it to an end
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A Girl’s Monologue
Entry 6
Hello there. What is your toxic trait?
Today I will talk about two toxic trait.
Self-isolation and Avoidance
I used to avoid situations, people and self-isolate when I felt things aren’t working out. I realized through these actions I unintentionally caused confusion and hurt to others.
It took time and patience to understand why I act like this. Of course it’s easy for a therapist or psychologist to figure it out. I learnt I have been protecting myself from childhood hurt and I feared I will not be validated when I speak.
For a very long time, My voice was silence. Not anymore. I have decided to speak up. To be open. To be vulnerable with those I love dearly. To heal emotional wounds. I have decided to let it all surface up and let it go without judgement.
I just want you to know that whatever you are going through, it will pass. It might seem like it’s taking forever but eventually it will pass. Hold on. Love yourself more in this phase. Talk to yourself with kindness and grace. Allow yourself to uncover the darkness within for the light to shine through.
I love you
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A Girl’s Monologue
Blindness
The blindness within you can only be broken through direct experience of wisdom in your reality
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A Girl’s Monologue
God, Universe or the high power you believe in, will always give you enough to take care of yourself and to be a blessing to another. We sometimes forget how blessed we are.
No matter how much it is, He will always make a way for you to be a blessing to another so that you won’t have any excuses.
Think about it.
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A Girl’s Monologue
Silent love
Whenever my heart is afraid remind me of your strength
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A Girl’s Monologue
Entry 2
Trust
At the center of your being
You have the answer
You know who you are
And you know what you want
~Rumi
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Happy New Year
Do you write down your new year’s resolutions?
Do you believe in new year’s resolutions?
In the past, I did not take writing my plans and wishes seriously; somehow, I always lost the page I wrote them on.
It took a while to realize I was in a serious self-sabotaging cycle. I was afraid of being accountable for not fulfilling what I truly desired.
When I became aware of the cycle I decided to do better. I challenged myself to be accountable for my actions good or bad.
I started writing with clear intentions what I wanted and decided to keep the page safe for the end of year review. I can proudly say so far so good.
What about you? Have you written down your resolutions yet?
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A Girl’s Monologue
Entry 21
Tranquility
May you be happy
May you be peaceful
May you be harmonious
May you be liberated
This is my wish for you
I love you
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A Girl’s Monologue
Entry 20
There is a life-force within your soul, seek that life. There is a gem in the mountain of your body, seek that mine. O’ traveller of you are in search of that, don’t look outside, look inside yourself and seek that.~ Rumi
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