Posted in Life, Poem, Poetry

Gone With Silence

Shattered and crushed

Unceasing anxiety

With an unstable heartbeat

Incapable of shaking this paralysis

Haunted and petrified

A walking open wound

How can you be this unwise?

Do you think you can conquer me?

A soldier with no integrity

One more burn

One more case

One more cut

‘No one will see my weaknesses’

You are a fool

They did not stand a chance

Arrogance

Don’t you know?

Ego is my adored servant

A hero they will not praise

The truth, we know

It could have been different

But you chose Silence

Posted in Blogging, Life

Stormy

Nothing could have prepared me for this

My excitement was unmatched

I did not expect to lose so soon

I thought I did my best

But my best wasn’t your best

-Susann

Posted in Blogging, Poetry

High on Life

Carry on,

Don’t worry about unfamiliar things

Sometimes it is difficult to notice

The night sky dancing with the stars

One drink turning into a stupor

Don’t let yourself lose control

Pay attention to your rhythm

The fires in your soul

The flower fields in your mind

The strength in your spirit

It will guide you back home

Beautiful one

Who are you when you are high on life?

-Susann

Posted in Life, Truth

A Time When

There is a time when life just seem to be impossible.
A time when you wish your imagination was your reality.
A time when you believe the hell you’ve created in your mind.
A time when your tear glands are dry. A time when you have no words to explain what you are feeling and silence is your scream.
A time when you don’t want to be.
A time when waking up is no longer a delight and sleeping is no fun.
A time when you are surviving in a limbo that is your life.
A time when you get tired of being tired.
A time when you realize all this could be non existent.
A time when you accept you are just a mist and soon you will be gone.
A time when you accept time is just an illusion and nothing truly exists.

Posted in Life, Love, Patience, Truth

Anniversary

I have experienced hatred

I have experienced love

I know betrayal

I know anger

I know depression

I know hope

I have enemies

I have friends

The events that happened

I’m grateful I lived to see them

Unapologetic

Experiencing life with ease

I deserve peace of mind

Happiness

Comfort

I am worthy of everything great in life

Happy anniversary to me

PS: If you are reading this piece, my advice, do not settle for anything less, you know you deserve better

Posted in Hope, Life, Love

Hang on

This year hasn’t been the best year. We are fighting a pandemic.

Unfortunately there’s no way you can stop time.

Everyone is busy trying to survive this fateful time.

We’ve lost and we are still losing.

It definitely makes you angry and frustrated.

How unlucky can 2020 be?

You find it hard to say tomorrow will be a better day.

There’s no time to stop and catch that breath.

Anxiety and depression.

Violence and crime rising.

Despite all these, we always evolve and find solutions.

Amidst chaos, panic and sadness. There’s always hope.

Stay strong.

Love and cherish now.

Laugh and hug each other.

We are already surviving this.

Posted in Poetry

Moon

The moon
Always create waves.

Never fails it’s purpose.
No matter the shape it takes.
                                    
           ~Susann